I want to have a baby. The problem is that I’m over 50, am in that “time,”  have two young children and two older stepchildren. I have, as they fondly say, a “full plate.”

But, something has stirred in me so deeply that I can’t just ignore it. In fact, it isn’t going away.  My desire is even greater than it was 10 years ago when my husband and I tried, and tried, and tried to have children. […]